needless to say, i haven't posted in a while. i think i just became unsure of why i was posting. i don't really like to write on a blog: it feels quite vulnerable. like i'm not see-through enough as it is.

haha.

i just got back from india. the group decided not to post key images, and as editing is my weakest point, i'm just not sure which images will be used. so, for india, you will have to wait. just like me. waiting to maybe one day go back.

we have only been back a few days. yesterday i spent all day in bed. i feel kind of sick. i'm scared to eat the food here. it smells weird, things taste weird. everything is the same here. the people are the same, the traffic is the same (ok, the gas prices went down--a definite plus), but i think i have changed, and i'm not quite sure how i've changed. i'm also not quite sure how i fit in. maybe i never was.  sure of how i fit in, that is.